Questions

Always I tell myself
some questions about my life
they are not letting me sleep at night
I need to take them out of my mind
the most common ones would be:

What if I am not really here?
and if I have no ears?
what if I fail the test?
what if I am hit by all the rest?
what if my parents die?
what if they see me cry?
what if I become very fat?
what if I become hurt by a big cat?

The "what if" is always there
but someday I will take it out
I will have no nightmares
anymore, not again.

Category C
Pen name: Eder Alvarez Balanta