Sleeping is impossible if you think

Some nights I cannot sleep
because I remember her in my dreams.
Some days I cannot be awake
'cause I couldn't clear my mind the previous day.
Sometimes I ask myself,
Why do these awful situations happen to them?
Sometimes I'm scared of things,
things that may hurt me.
What if I see a white figure coming at me?
What if it's not real and I believe?
What if, 'cause of that, I die of fright?
What if I cannot get over from that blank?
Some people often tell me I must shout,
shout until I have no more pain.
And when I do that,
I feel well, until then,
When I start thinking again.



Category C
Pen name: Towers Boy