'The whatif theme'

Every night as I'm trying to sleep
When in my head I start counting sheep
My mind suddenly takes off
And I get stressed, a lot
The whatif theme is now inside
And I don't know what this is all about
What if I don't get married?
What if my wedding is in Paris?
What if they clear my brain?
What if I die on a plane?
What if I don't leave the nest?
What if god loves me best?
What if I get a miserable job?
What if I fail to open the doorknob?
I sometimes don't know what to do
It’s the whatif theme that's put me through.

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Category C
Pen name: 'Waffle'